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2012-05-07 06:59 pm

Thank You Mo Mo

I can sit and watch my cat Mo Mo all day. He is my best friend, my confident, my companion, my familiar. He always listens and is always there for me. When I talk to him he talks to me. It is not a one way conversation, but instead goes both ways. He is always smiling and understands me completely. I do not know what I would do without Mo Mo. I have been so lucky to find and befriend such an amazing, special feline as Mo Mo is. Mo Mo is a part of me. We know what the other is thinking and when the other one needs help or comfort. We greet each other in the morn with a meow. Thank you Mo Mo. For I would feel so lost and sad without you here.
He lies next to me now, on his back with the most beatiful smile known to this world on his face. Mo Mo makes me smile, laugh. Thank you Mo Mo for the gift of friendship.
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2012-05-06 06:21 pm

Fear

Sometimes I have a hard time dealing with it... With fear. I have had so many "scares" in this life that I have stopped being afraid, stopped being surprised or startled by those results. But lately fear has been consuming me. I feel so afraid. So scared of what is to come. I do not usually feel this fear... It has made me closed off, depressed, and different. I don't even know how to deal with it. It has consumed me... Even though I know I should not let it. I feel fear... Not my usual paranoia in life. Just raw fear... Fear of so many things now. Fear is such an odd emotion. It is like a wall. A wall that I can not seem to get around, or climb, or anything. Just a solid wall that is cutting me off from this world. From everyone. Fear has made me be someone I am usually not. Snappy, angry, frustrated, sad. Fear is a powerful thing it seems...